WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE

Life is, as some say beautiful, full of surprises,achievements, happiness,unlimited freebies in the form of nature, air, water,serenity of stars and galaxies and others say it is full of shocks and disappointments, ugly and vulgar display of wealth, emotional drama.........

What is life for me is very important as far as i am concerned.
Is it name, fame, power, health or wealth.....
Or it is set of responsibilities or duties, relations or friends......
Is it love or acceptance by others........
Is it eating good food or leading a luxurious life, travelling to the farthest end or achieving the unachievable.....

What is the most important in life.....
My status....or my well being on all levels that is physical, mental, social, emotional or spiritual...
Or the people whom i love or the people who love me......
Is happiness the perspective that is the most important...

I read somewhere "Laugh like a mad man or a child".....
A mad man laughs but has no conscious backing his loud coherent laughter. He is absolutely unaware of the pleasantness which arises out of laughing. A child is conscious of a laugh, but does not know the value of a good laugh.So that means even he is not fully conscious.
Is laughing loud and clear a parameter of happiness.I saw many laughing even when they actually want to cry their heart out.

So what is the most important for me....a big question....
Is it my past, the ever passing present or the unseen future.....
Good follows bad and bad follows good.Nothing is permanent.Every permutation and combination is changing constantly.Change seems a permanent factor.
Nothing remains for ever, neither beauty nor status......
So what to cling on.....

The awareness of this constant change is suddenly falling on the soul....
This knowledge does create  big or small ripples on emotional, social, physical, mental or spiritual front depending on the present status.
I feel this consciousness, this awareness of basic essence of life that is a constant, unhindered change, is the most important aspect to have a deep thought about.Life is like a river.The water of river passes through different, varied terrains.Every moment the scenery around the flowing water changes, it has no control on its motion also and still it moves on and on uninterrupted....till the end......
Just like life........

VIRTUAL REALITY.......HOW MUCH REAL

Virtual seems related to what is not actually present as matter i.e. no physical manifestation and so can not be known by our sensory organs....that has no physical form, but is present in imagination, thoughts or may be beyond our conceivable limits which has the capacity to trigger a chain of physical aspects and reflections which can be seen, heard, felt, smelt or tasted........

Before an important meeting everyone likes to plan and virtually tries to figure out all the pros and cons of the different situations that can arise before,during and after the meeting......As the meeting actually happens some or majority of virtual thoughts crystallize to reality.

We read in old scriptures that even a thought of committing an evil deed must be considered as the evil actually committed.Why is it so......
 Similarly we can think or wish for positive to others, can heal from a distance with positive affirmations......Telepathy is a strong contender for virtual thoughts realizing a form......Then sometimes certain dreams also show us that whatever happens is not always seen with eyes.....may be eyes of mind or soul at work.

Virtual reality is how much real........
Trust in Almighty and we feel His presence, His intervention wherever required and His guidance at all intervals we get......How we feel His presence......
Are things in reality at different planes...whatever we see, we call it real while all the rest that is hidden visually or otherwise not perceived, we tend to ignore....or consider virtual.

How is it that this most complicated  machine of ours...the human body...is designed, the detailed structure  and its working, nothing but perfect. Even the systems working in the smallest living entity are wonderfully intricate and perfect.We can't deny the divine presence.The solar system, the galaxies,the milky ways,the whole universe......the whole existence is amazing in its perfection...Nothing stationary, all moving on their own respective path.

Do we feel the presence of  more than one set of crystal clear thoughts simultaneously at different planes. Certain intuitions or a flash of idea from no where land or a solution  to the present problem being worked on coming so easily......

Definitely we simply don't have the level of concentration to hear the ever prevailing primordial sound.......
Of course sometimes a sound from a little far away can be heard provided the mind is at peace with certain level of clarity.......

Virtual existence is also a reality..........ability and strength to perceive can vary markedly.........

CHAOS A HURDLE IN GROWTH.....

While surfing net today got across a word by chance, i. e. Harmony.........
The meaning for harmony as written in dictionary is of the likes ....agreement in feeling and opinion.....being in order....pleasing combination of elements in a whole....a consistent and simultaneous arrangement.....accord in pitches, tones or notes for music.....or for the music called life.....a balance in everything

Chaos on the other hand means  a very opposite of harmony.......Chaos means ...a condition or place of great disorder or confusion ........a lack of organization.....missing organized behavior....an imbalance to sum it all.
A screaching sound or a badly composed music is a soar to the ears while a melodious number enriches instantly.

Carefully if  we watch around our biggest display...i.e. Nature....we definitely see an order, a balance, a complete harmony........a pleasing overview.....a constant growth....a peaceful, positive ,energetic and revitalizing undercurrents....rejuvenating the soul.....while we see in natural overtones,the natural calamities, a complete reversal of this orderly condition.Devastation is the outcome of each and every natural calamity...... a total chaos is witnessed in those unfortunate times leaving a trail of misfortune, overwhelming shock and grief.....A terrible destruction is the regrettable and inevitable result.

So if the nature, which is surely, a powerful infinite divine display can't handle a strike of chaos how can we as human being manage to grow in a condition of disharmony.......

Order at all levels is the pre-requisite for moving even a single step forward....All has to be planned, organized and put to order.

Chaos in the place, conditions, mind has to be taken care of appropriately, to be blessed with a balanced mind. Whatever comes in the way of harmony, should be either taken care of or removed completely....be it an environment, a condition , a person.......anything which has the capability to create confusion should be duly handled.

We do concentrate or meditate to clear our thought process, clear our mind, remove the confusion.....improve our prospects of growth on all levels of life.....physical, mental, social, financial and spiritual......

Is it possible to concentrate or meditate in a chaotic environment..................

AM I EVOLVING OR INVOLVING

Ever since it dawned on me that the most important scripture to be read and understood is self and self only, i wonder if with the passage of time i am really able to understand my real essence....the real me.

Over the years with every passing day some additional information gets imbibed in or it would be more accurate to say additional veil covers the real me....The forgotten purpose of this life goes a bit more beyond reach.And me as everyone else is struggling to get ashore.

After five decades of life, its becoming more clear that the life which was provided to me was supposed to be a very simple affair without any questioning from my side......only acceptance was required from my side and i would have sailed peacefully, but just for the reluctance to learn the lesson of acceptability over the years........

Just like birds soaring the sky, fish scaling the oceans, butterflies fluttering their wings in joy .....................with freedom...............without any question.....

Somewhere i became more skeptical, more intrusive, worrying more for the outcomes of my day today actions, losing my freedom, increasing my bindings while controlling others life as well.......losing the trust on my own abilities, which was my inherent asset......

Living a complex life definitely invites trials and strife, where as a simple life always gives an opportunity to enhance the quality of life.....physically, mentally and spiritually. Life of a small child is simple, with very small needs and the happiness of the child is unlimited......As he grows older, varied complexities enter his life also, making him lesser content.

So do i really evolve with passing years or i get more and more involved surely the sole onus lies on me......
The journey that is life has a limited stipulated time....not even a second less or more....
So am i running against time .......or with time.....
Self introspection is definitely required......