Ever since it dawned on me that the most important scripture to be read and understood is self and self only, i wonder if with the passage of time i am really able to understand my real essence....the real me.
Over the years with every passing day some additional information gets imbibed in or it would be more accurate to say additional veil covers the real me....The forgotten purpose of this life goes a bit more beyond reach.And me as everyone else is struggling to get ashore.
After five decades of life, its becoming more clear that the life which was provided to me was supposed to be a very simple affair without any questioning from my side......only acceptance was required from my side and i would have sailed peacefully, but just for the reluctance to learn the lesson of acceptability over the years........
Just like birds soaring the sky, fish scaling the oceans, butterflies fluttering their wings in joy .....................with freedom...............without any question.....
Somewhere i became more skeptical, more intrusive, worrying more for the outcomes of my day today actions, losing my freedom, increasing my bindings while controlling others life as well.......losing the trust on my own abilities, which was my inherent asset......
Living a complex life definitely invites trials and strife, where as a simple life always gives an opportunity to enhance the quality of life.....physically, mentally and spiritually. Life of a small child is simple, with very small needs and the happiness of the child is unlimited......As he grows older, varied complexities enter his life also, making him lesser content.
So do i really evolve with passing years or i get more and more involved surely the sole onus lies on me......
The journey that is life has a limited stipulated time....not even a second less or more....
So am i running against time .......or with time.....
Self introspection is definitely required......
Over the years with every passing day some additional information gets imbibed in or it would be more accurate to say additional veil covers the real me....The forgotten purpose of this life goes a bit more beyond reach.And me as everyone else is struggling to get ashore.
After five decades of life, its becoming more clear that the life which was provided to me was supposed to be a very simple affair without any questioning from my side......only acceptance was required from my side and i would have sailed peacefully, but just for the reluctance to learn the lesson of acceptability over the years........
Just like birds soaring the sky, fish scaling the oceans, butterflies fluttering their wings in joy .....................with freedom...............without any question.....
Somewhere i became more skeptical, more intrusive, worrying more for the outcomes of my day today actions, losing my freedom, increasing my bindings while controlling others life as well.......losing the trust on my own abilities, which was my inherent asset......
Living a complex life definitely invites trials and strife, where as a simple life always gives an opportunity to enhance the quality of life.....physically, mentally and spiritually. Life of a small child is simple, with very small needs and the happiness of the child is unlimited......As he grows older, varied complexities enter his life also, making him lesser content.
So do i really evolve with passing years or i get more and more involved surely the sole onus lies on me......
The journey that is life has a limited stipulated time....not even a second less or more....
So am i running against time .......or with time.....
Self introspection is definitely required......
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